Xanga? I'm soo sorry I abandoned you....

Wow...ummm where do I begin? It's been 8 months....i feel so guilty...lol. Dumping you for that whore named Myspace. Yes, I'll admit she was great 4 the first month or two but then she started to be a real bore. So I'm back here with you, my first love. Well, Minds Matter has been great....I got into Cornell's Summer Business School and will get 6 credits...I got some cool friends n a cool mentor. I got sum much needed help on my SATs n I felt that I did pretty good on it....but with plesure comes drama. One of these guys in my school who is in MM started dating this girl at MM who I knew first. Ihate it when they mke-out right in front of the group...but any way. The guy breakes up wit her cuz she said "hey baby" to her ex on Myspace. He told us to ignore her and do not talk to her. I'm not that kind of person so I talk to her anyway...den in school he calls me a sntch n everything...but he is the fool for actin so stupid...

i heard that everyone has a myspace and korey has been preasuring me to get one so i signed up. i enhoy myspace but i still don't see the craze about it....maybe cuz it like another way of communication w/ friends. i like it because its like a personification of u on the internet. it's also coo how u see ppl that u've lost contact with.....i'll nev give up xanga though, my first love.

these first days of school were a roller coaster of emotions. i was happy and excited that i was going to be attending my junior oriendtation. the fact that i was entering junior year had me estatic and giddy but when i found out that i would not that i did not get into 11-1, i was disipointed. I was further distraut that i was not going to take latin or ap history. At this point i was furious and was cursing myself for not doing beta last year. monday, i came into school agravated and wanted to ask someone to change my scedual. the first thing i did b4 homeroom is check to see if i made the all hallows varsity soccer team, and sadly i didn't. at that point my world was crushed and i think my heart skipped a beat...all of that hard work this summer was for nothing. I felt like i was a faliure and was drained from the past days dreary occuuances. Under my gloomy demener, my classes seemed boring and dull. After school i talked to my sisters and the convinced me that my new secedual was best 4 me. I cam into school tuesday with determined and optiimistic aproach and my classes seemed much richer and intresting then i remembered. in the middle of u.s. history i as well as others were called down to the cafeteria to attend a meating with the guidence counciler about a special program called minds matter, which prepares you 4 sats, college and your career. i was one of the select few you got chosen. The counciler also told us that we had to show leadership skills and superior academic capabilities to be chosen to participate in the course. At this point i helt like i was the king of the school, no the king of the world. I was thinking to myself, so my hard work did pay off. today, i came into school with a pep in my step and with a willingness to learn...

Been a couple of weeks ri? Well last weekend was Kim's wedding...it was sooooo dull and boring. After that, I went to Meka's and the day after she bought me sum sneakers...not the board flips but they will do. U realy cant go wrong with air forces. I also got my second stripe in karate!!!!

Tee and Meka came to the Bronx yesterday n today 4 Kim's (tee's best friend) bridal shower. Mah moms been watching her kids for the past couple of weeks and it has been kinda anoying. She has a girl Imani's age and a 5 year old boy who is like my shadow...nuff sed. I'm here home alone but o well...wen i went to get a shape up today I seen 2 african teens rockin' BBC and Ice Cream. The shirts they had on were almost $500 a piece!!! I felt like asking them where they got it but i didn't cuz dat would look sooo needy. Dats the first time I seen sumone wearin' the cothing lines...they r probly frm my buildin'...its like Lil' Africa in here...more like lil nigeria though. We all goin' to King's Dominion on monday!!! Can't wait....finally, were goin sumwhere this summa. I went to the wax mueseum in Times Square like 2 weeks ago...it was great...to take pictures with all the celeberitys...i got Pharrell's album...its Fire!!! Fashion icon and Music mogel....dats wat i need to be. Mah favorite tracks r: Young Girl, Angel, Baby, Show you how to hustle, Keep it Playa, and That Girl.

I got my FIRST STRIPE on my white belt...it means that I am a step closer to getting my yellow belt!!!( you have to get 3 stripes for a yellow belt.) I'm so proud of myself...I realy tried and it paid off...Karate is a learning experience and i'm an open book. Ima definetly continue my Karate past this summer.

It is HOT here in The Bronx....all over the NYC, all over NY, All over USA, and all over The World...Global Waming is a Bitch but we r the bastards that made it happen.....I'm lovin the hot wearther though...less clothes, beaches, and fun in the sun. I jus came bac wit Imani frm Jerome - I had a little "shopping spree" at Foot Locker...got 5 shirts for $20. The colors are dark grey, red, orange, lime green, and magic blue. We also went to BX Sports and Imani got a crisp white tee...sumthin noone can go wrong wit. I seen the Board Flip Ice Creams and they looked bangin'....i didn't see the colors I wanted....i soulda tryed them on for size though...o well. I still want to go to SoHo sooooo bad...I called Korey and he already went to the Bape Store wit one o his friends...wen he told me dat i was sayin' to myself "wat about me? u knew i wanted to go realy bad". But then i remember that I was tryin' to play it cool that i wanted to go there in front of him....bummer. Ima ask Erica if she wants to go on one of her days off from her new job. She's a cahier at a grocery store three blocks frm her house....she gettin' dat money...sumthin' I need to do rite bout now. I'm so happy that I got sum new tee's. Now I need to get sum plain fitteds and sneakers. I wanna get a pair of BoardFlips...They are by Ice Cream and are desighned by Pharrell and Nigo (fashion icons of the world)...the colorway is Cargo Blue and they are only $80.00...ima definetly get them b4 school starts...click on them 4 a closer look!!!